Sparrow, lunch, Nichols Creek. 2019.
Sparrow, lunch, Nichols Creek. 2019.

Heartland

I grew up in boring old Wisconsin, and I spent the first 18 years of my life waiting to get out.

My dreams were too big for cows and corn­fields. I was ready—had been for years—to escape, to see the ends of the earth through the end of a lens. I wanted mountains, ice­bergs, jungles. Pulled towards extremes, I never saw this lumpy wheat-swamp as a destination.

I think I do now.

This project is a years-long exploration of the subtleties I failed to notice for so long.

Nothing in Wisconsin is grand. If any majesty exists among these muddy hills, I have not yet photographed it. I seek instead the character of the land, the muted idiosyncrasies I did not see growing up.

Back for the summer, I entered Wisconsin not as a long-time resident but as a visitor. I found inspiration in great writers who remove them­selves from the context of life, who seem to view the world from a thousand miles away and write about human nature as if it is alien.

While I strive for intimacy in my work, for a deep connection to the natural world, I utilise the curiosity and nondismissive willingness that comes from removal to find beauty in the mundane.

The great struggle in creating these images was not in finding extraordinary subjects but in finding extraordinary ways to photograph.

I have walked past the same stand of tall grasses—the same weeds, essentially—hundreds of times; how do I see them anew? How do I capture with a fresh and novel perspective while maintaining my intimate familiarity with the land?

These images are raw and poetic vignettes of the land of my youth. They are deeply rooted in my past, but owe their existance to my expatriation.

Just as Lingermyth would not exist if I had grown up in Cornwall, this project would not exist if I had never left Wisconsin. It was born from this dichotomy of intimacy and removal.

Above all, it allowed me to finally see what I had missed for so long: the quiet beauty of Wisconsin’s small nature.

Dunegrass, Lake Michigan. 2021.
Dunegrass, Lake Michigan. 2021.
Yearning, Door. 2021.
Yearning, Door. 2021.
Dew, antlers, white-tailed deer, Wisconsin. 2018.
Dew, antlers, white-tailed deer, Wisconsin. 2018.
Meadowlark, powerlines, Wisconsin. 2020.
Meadowlark, powerlines, Wisconsin. 2020.
Last call, Wisconsin. 2020.
Last call, Wisconsin. 2020.
Cabbage white, North Woods. 2019.
Cabbage white, North Woods. 2019.
Susurrus, wild grass, Wisconsin. 2018.
Susurrus, wild grass, Wisconsin. 2018.
Meadowbird, Nichols Creek. 2019.
Meadowbird, Nichols Creek. 2019.
Katydid, cattails, Ulau Creek, Wisconsin. 2018.
Katydid, cattails, Ulau Creek, Wisconsin. 2018.
Long-eared owl, Ulao Creek, Wisconsin. 2019.
Long-eared owl, Ulao Creek, Wisconsin. 2019.
Lincoln Sparrow, Milwaukee. 2020.
Lincoln Sparrow, Milwaukee. 2020.
Squirrel, screen door, North Woods. 2017.
Squirrel, screen door, North Woods. 2017.
Just missed it. 2021.
Just missed it. 2021.
Westward, Door. 2021.
Westward, Door. 2021.
Gosling call, Milwaukee River. 2020.
Gosling call, Milwaukee River. 2020.
Russet call, red-winged blackbird, Horicon Marsh. 2019.
Russet call, red-winged blackbird, Horicon Marsh. 2019.
Cormorant, Horicon Marsh. 2019.
Cormorant, Horicon Marsh. 2019.
Tall corn, chimney swifts, Wisconsin. 2018.
Tall corn, chimney swifts, Wisconsin. 2018.
Yellow warbler, Ulao Creek, Wisconsin. 2019.
Yellow warbler, Ulao Creek, Wisconsin. 2019.
Homeward, Illinois. 2020.
Homeward, Illinois. 2020.
Cycling, Gudmundsen Drive, Door County. 2019.
Cycling, Gudmundsen Drive, Door County. 2019.
Mosquitoes IV, Door Bluff. 2021.
Mosquitoes IV, Door Bluff. 2021.
Deep sky, Door. 2020.
Deep sky, Door. 2020.
Sunbright, Door. 2020.
Sunbright, Door. 2020.
Painted turtle, farmland, Wisconsin. 2018.
Painted turtle, farmland, Wisconsin. 2018.
White tail, white-tailed deer, Wisconsin. 2018.
White tail, white-tailed deer, Wisconsin. 2018.
Downy woodpecker, susurration, Ulao Creek, Wisconsin. 2019.
Downy woodpecker, susurration, Ulao Creek, Wisconsin. 2019.
Fox cubs, North Woods. 2019.
Fox cubs, North Woods. 2019.
Susurrus, chimney swifts, Wisconsin. 2018.
Susurrus, chimney swifts, Wisconsin. 2018.
Cowbirds, Ulau Creek, Wisconsin. 2018.
Cowbirds, Ulau Creek, Wisconsin. 2018.
Robin, Milwaukee River. 2020.
Robin, Milwaukee River. 2020.
Chickadee, dogwood, Ulao Creek, Wisconsin. 2019.
Chickadee, dogwood, Ulao Creek, Wisconsin. 2019.
Snowfall, North Woods. 2019.
Snowfall, North Woods. 2019.
Pelican Line V, Washington Island. 2021.
Pelican Line V, Washington Island. 2021.
Summer sun, farmland, Wisconsin. 2018.
Summer sun, farmland, Wisconsin. 2018.
Marsh call, red-winged blackbird, Ulao Creek, Wisconsin. 2019.
Marsh call, red-winged blackbird, Ulao Creek, Wisconsin. 2019.
First Clouds, Door. 2020.
First Clouds, Door. 2020.
Last call, Wisconsin. 2020.
Last call, Wisconsin. 2020.
Pelican, egret, Horicon Marsh. 2019.
Pelican, egret, Horicon Marsh. 2019.
Ice over sand, Lake Michigan. 2019.
Ice over sand, Lake Michigan. 2019.
Loon-tail, fleas, Turtle-Flambeau Flowage. 2019.
Loon-tail, fleas, Turtle-Flambeau Flowage. 2019.