Sparrow, lunch, Nichols Creek. 2019.
Sparrow, lunch, Nichols Creek. 2019.

Heartland

I grew up in boring old Wisconsin, and I spent the first 18 years of my life waiting to get out.

My dreams were too big for cows and corn­fields. I was ready—had been for years—to escape, to see the ends of the earth through the end of a lens. I wanted mountains, ice­bergs, jungles. Pulled towards extremes, I never saw this lumpy wheat-swamp as a destination.

I think I do now.

This project is a years-long exploration of the subtleties I failed to notice for so long.

Nothing in Wisconsin is grand. If any majesty exists among these muddy hills, I have not yet photographed it. I seek instead the character of the land, the muted idiosyncrasies I did not see growing up.

Back for the summer, I entered Wisconsin not as a long-time resident but as a visitor. I found inspiration in great writers who remove them­selves from the context of life, who seem to view the world from a thousand miles away and write about human nature as if it is alien.

While I strive for intimacy in my work, for a deep connection to the natural world, I utilise the curiosity and nondismissive willingness that comes from removal to find beauty in the mundane.

The great struggle in creating these images was not in finding extraordinary subjects but in finding extraordinary ways to photograph.

I have walked past the same stand of tall grasses—the same weeds, essentially—hundreds of times; how do I see them anew? How do I capture with a fresh and novel perspective while maintaining my intimate familiarity with the land?

These images are raw and poetic vignettes of the land of my youth. They are deeply rooted in my past, but owe their existance to my expatriation.

Just as Lingermyth would not exist if I had grown up in Cornwall, this project would not exist if I had never left Wisconsin. It was born from this dichotomy of intimacy and removal.

Above all, it allowed me to finally see what I had missed for so long: the quiet beauty of Wisconsin’s small nature.

Cormorant, Horicon Marsh. 2019.
Cormorant, Horicon Marsh. 2019.
Sunbright, Door. 2020.
Sunbright, Door. 2020.
Dunegrass, Lake Michigan. 2021.
Dunegrass, Lake Michigan. 2021.
Yearning, Door. 2021.
Yearning, Door. 2021.
Long-eared owl, Ulao Creek, Wisconsin. 2019.
Long-eared owl, Ulao Creek, Wisconsin. 2019.
Meadowlark, powerlines, Wisconsin. 2020.
Meadowlark, powerlines, Wisconsin. 2020.
Just missed it. 2021.
Just missed it. 2021.
Cycling, Gudmundsen Drive, Door County. 2019.
Cycling, Gudmundsen Drive, Door County. 2019.
Westward, Door. 2021.
Westward, Door. 2021.
Homeward, Illinois. 2020.
Homeward, Illinois. 2020.
Cowbirds, Ulau Creek, Wisconsin. 2018.
Cowbirds, Ulau Creek, Wisconsin. 2018.
Lincoln Sparrow, Milwaukee. 2020.
Lincoln Sparrow, Milwaukee. 2020.
Gosling call, Milwaukee River. 2020.
Gosling call, Milwaukee River. 2020.
Squirrel, screen door, North Woods. 2017.
Squirrel, screen door, North Woods. 2017.
Susurrus, chimney swifts, Wisconsin. 2018.
Susurrus, chimney swifts, Wisconsin. 2018.
Deep sky, Door. 2020.
Deep sky, Door. 2020.
Meadowbird, Nichols Creek. 2019.
Meadowbird, Nichols Creek. 2019.
Mosquitoes IV, Door Bluff. 2021.
Mosquitoes IV, Door Bluff. 2021.
Tall corn, chimney swifts, Wisconsin. 2018.
Tall corn, chimney swifts, Wisconsin. 2018.
Last call, Wisconsin. 2020.
Last call, Wisconsin. 2020.
Russet call, red-winged blackbird, Horicon Marsh. 2019.
Russet call, red-winged blackbird, Horicon Marsh. 2019.
Downy woodpecker, susurration, Ulao Creek, Wisconsin. 2019.
Downy woodpecker, susurration, Ulao Creek, Wisconsin. 2019.
Cabbage white, North Woods. 2019.
Cabbage white, North Woods. 2019.
White tail, white-tailed deer, Wisconsin. 2018.
White tail, white-tailed deer, Wisconsin. 2018.
Yellow warbler, Ulao Creek, Wisconsin. 2019.
Yellow warbler, Ulao Creek, Wisconsin. 2019.
Painted turtle, farmland, Wisconsin. 2018.
Painted turtle, farmland, Wisconsin. 2018.
Susurrus, wild grass, Wisconsin. 2018.
Susurrus, wild grass, Wisconsin. 2018.
Dew, antlers, white-tailed deer, Wisconsin. 2018.
Dew, antlers, white-tailed deer, Wisconsin. 2018.
Fox cubs, North Woods. 2019.
Fox cubs, North Woods. 2019.
Katydid, cattails, Ulau Creek, Wisconsin. 2018.
Katydid, cattails, Ulau Creek, Wisconsin. 2018.
Last call, Wisconsin. 2020.
Last call, Wisconsin. 2020.
Summer sun, farmland, Wisconsin. 2018.
Summer sun, farmland, Wisconsin. 2018.
Robin, Milwaukee River. 2020.
Robin, Milwaukee River. 2020.
Ice over sand, Lake Michigan. 2019.
Ice over sand, Lake Michigan. 2019.
Loon-tail, fleas, Turtle-Flambeau Flowage. 2019.
Loon-tail, fleas, Turtle-Flambeau Flowage. 2019.
Pelican, egret, Horicon Marsh. 2019.
Pelican, egret, Horicon Marsh. 2019.
Pelican Line V, Washington Island. 2021.
Pelican Line V, Washington Island. 2021.
Snowfall, North Woods. 2019.
Snowfall, North Woods. 2019.
Chickadee, dogwood, Ulao Creek, Wisconsin. 2019.
Chickadee, dogwood, Ulao Creek, Wisconsin. 2019.
First Clouds, Door. 2020.
First Clouds, Door. 2020.
Marsh call, red-winged blackbird, Ulao Creek, Wisconsin. 2019.
Marsh call, red-winged blackbird, Ulao Creek, Wisconsin. 2019.